Do you still look me up?

Do you still look me up?
I do when I think no one else is watching.
We each went our separate ways,
Agreeing to cut all ties
of our forbidden love.
I still share publicly,
Hoping you still look me up
A lot of my thoughts are for you
Do you still look me up?
Away from disapproving eyes.
Do you bear not to know?
What is becoming of your love?
Do you bear to know?
Knowing we can’t be together anymore.