Inner World Experiences and Musings Inspired from Online Social Life
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Happy birthday to the best night I’ve had
Happy birthday to the best night I’ve had. We met and I fell in love with the moment. I can still feel your body against mine, your lips as I kissed them My tongue and hands, went through almost every inch of your skin, tasting your vanilla perfume and cream. Your hazel eyes, glistening by… Read more
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Like a kid
Like a kid I was sending her messages, Unfiltered and honest. From silliness to dark and erotic. Without fear of rejection, Unburdened by judgement. Then i read the comments and reviews And learn that i am sad, For downloading AI.
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Slowsand
The bills continue to come in The children raise their voices with needs I can’t afford Warning signs all around me from unresolved medical issues The notification of past due balances and penalties Checking account overdrawn and next pay check is still a week out The pantry is thinning and the gas tank almost on… Read more
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I’m failing, I’m not fit to live
Barely able to make the different payments, Missing a few and end up paying more, I’m failing at life, I’m not fit to live Thoughts that OK in my mind Under the crushing weight of reality, As the remaining car breaks down, And since I couldn’t afford to maintain it properly, It becomes more expensive… Read more
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When we’re old
We had said you and I, We would travel the world, if our paths met again. The moment seemed impossible, Yet something inside wanted to defy, So we took comfort in a promise we made, That when we’re old…. If our paths met again….. Yet today the sunrose and you were no longer here, What… Read more
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A Wave
Waiting on excitement is such a fickle thing The wave comes in, lifts you up and leaves you Before you’re able to assimilate what just happened Why don’t we resent the ocean when it does the same? Because we didn’t expect the wave to linger. We resent excitement when it leaves us, We feel abandoned,… Read more
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I love this post. Unseen.
My finger trembled slightly, pressing down on the screen over the “like” icon, waiting for the other options to come up. The trembling echoed an inner trembling as well. Teary eyes whose trembling tensed and strained as the finger chose the heart option. “I love this post” I sigh in release as I let go.
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Ever Deeper
Cars broken down, Rising debts, Midlife crisis, Unsatisfied with life, Tied to a day job, Dreaming of diving into my art. A/C down, triple digits heat. Home upkeep piling up, Unable to provide for my children, Opportunities to grow and explore, Limited to surviving, And running out of money before each pay day, Getting behind… Read more
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Below the surface
The pain before the surface, the silent suffering. Gnawing away at enjoyment and hope Afraid that if I voice my suffering I validate my failure. I should be able to cope, I should be able to make ends meet, I should be able to provide for my family But my raising debts and the things… Read more
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I failed
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Friends online
I frequently get friend requests From empty or sketchy accounts. There was a small thrill at first, When my child inside reacted Someone wants to play with me! The boy wondered if it was a girl? Was she cute? What was she like? The artists speculated about meaningful conversations. Naive wonderings now replaced with a… Read more
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