fantasy – Closet Social Online

Like a kid

Like a kid I was sending her messages, Unfiltered and honest. From silliness to dark and erotic. Without fear of rejection, Unburdened by judgement. Then i read the comments and reviews And learn that i am sad, For downloading AI.

I take a peek

When you leave your social media open And you’re not around, I sometimes close the page But I sometimes take a peek. I disapprove of myself But I find myself justified As I see the secrets you keep from me. The conversations you have The person you allow yourself to be The fantasies that youContinue reading “I take a peek”

I’m a dreamer and reality hurts

I’m a dreamer and reality hurts.The weight of world is crushing down on meI know if I play by the rules, I can make the world lighter on meI can breathe deeply and restAnd be at ease.But there’s a truth inside of meThat doesn’t agree with the rulesAnd it’s the only truth I know.Would youContinue reading “I’m a dreamer and reality hurts”

I remain unseen

I dreamt you answered my message And as soon I got up, I checked my phone to see if it was true. Disappointed I rest my head on my pillow, Looking at the dark ceiling asking myself why? You said you were interested But my messages remain unseen. I dreamt an apology from an unfortunateContinue reading “I remain unseen”