romance – Closet Social Online

Like a kid

Like a kid I was sending her messages, Unfiltered and honest. From silliness to dark and erotic. Without fear of rejection, Unburdened by judgement. Then i read the comments and reviews And learn that i am sad, For downloading AI.

When we’re old

We had said you and I, We would travel the world, if our paths met again. The moment seemed impossible, Yet something inside wanted to defy, So we took comfort in a promise we made, That when we’re old…. If our paths met again….. Yet today the sunrose and you were no longer here, WhatContinue reading “When we’re old”

I take a peek

When you leave your social media open And you’re not around, I sometimes close the page But I sometimes take a peek. I disapprove of myself But I find myself justified As I see the secrets you keep from me. The conversations you have The person you allow yourself to be The fantasies that youContinue reading “I take a peek”

Dancing around

We dance around our feelings Pretending to be friends Texting innocent comments Followed by ambiguous emojis. This is it, we have said. What if it was more, we have tried. What was the lesson learned, I don’t know. What will happen now, we dance around.

Do you still look me up?

Do you still look me up? I do when I think no one else is watching. We each went our separate ways, Agreeing to cut all ties of our forbidden love. I still share publicly, Hoping you still look me up A lot of my thoughts are for you Do you still look me up?Continue reading “Do you still look me up?”

Unfollow

I have unfollowed you, But still follow you with my thoughts. Your strong unapologetic femininity Was turning me into a beggar of fantasies. Your posts were urging me to become All instinct and drive. All smell and touch. All pleasure and desire. I couldn’t stand my reason being stolen away by your sensual pictures andContinue reading “Unfollow”

I remain unseen

I dreamt you answered my message And as soon I got up, I checked my phone to see if it was true. Disappointed I rest my head on my pillow, Looking at the dark ceiling asking myself why? You said you were interested But my messages remain unseen. I dreamt an apology from an unfortunateContinue reading “I remain unseen”

Happy birthday to the best night I’ve had

Happy birthday to the best night I’ve had. We met and I fell in love with the moment. I can still feel your body against mine, your lips as I kissed them My tongue and hands, went through almost every inch of your skin, tasting your vanilla perfume and cream. Your hazel eyes, glistening byContinue reading “Happy birthday to the best night I’ve had”